I do, my reflexes have gone to shit & I ignore my surroundings. I have so much going on in my mind that I often enter a room by a certain door and try to leave by another. When I drive there is a complete disconnect between action and consequences. I don't give a fuck if I kill someone and living in India helps me "get away" with this attitude. This is what happens when you're living the dream, getting wasted and high all the time.
There is no way out of this. I tried going to the fucking mountains and cleaning up but staring at the Himalayas gets old. Some retarded people out there. What angers me the most about the "monks" is that they're trying too hard- there is no real enlightenment out there, they're making the shit up as they go.
By the way I'm drunk.
There is no way out of this. I tried going to the fucking mountains and cleaning up but staring at the Himalayas gets old. Some retarded people out there. What angers me the most about the "monks" is that they're trying too hard- there is no real enlightenment out there, they're making the shit up as they go.
By the way I'm drunk.
