20 years of wanking and porn addiction



You seem to be a nice man. I don't know if your trolling or not but some of what you said applies on me.
I looked like a girl when I was young so I was subjected to heavy bullying in school. The hot shot boys in college used to call me with girly names. Although I was never physically abused but I was too scared all the time in class. And this scare has never left me in my life and it got sort of permanent. Prolly I will never be able to come out of it.

Now you are getting to the core issues. Has nothing to do with spanking it. Spanking is just a pressure release valve to keep you from having to confront the ladies and confront your insecurities.

But yeah man, if not fapping is helping you achieve this, then rock on. Do what you gotta do. But I think it's a psychological issue, not a hormonal or physical issue.
 
Suddenly_Ass thanks for understanding. I have removed you from ignore list. :)

Porn is a recent phenomenon. Most people don't understand how badly it can effect your life. Most people see it as normal and harmless while it is an addiction like any other. It takes over your life the more you let it. :(

Not really. Ever been to Pompeii? There's porn on the walls of the Roman brothels.
 
You seem to be a nice man. I don't know if your trolling or not but some of what you said applies on me.
I looked like a girl when I was young so I was subjected to heavy bullying in school. The hot shot boys in college used to call me with girly names. Although I was never physically abused but I was too scared all the time in class. And this scare has never left me in my life and it got sort of permanent. Prolly I will never be able to come out of it.

Take some fighting classes, bro. I'm not kidding. Even if you get the shit kicked out of you in class, you'll eventually get better, leaner, and meaner. You'll gain confidence as well as fighting skills.
 
I hear you OP. I broke the addiction. And took it a step further.
Its been 60 days since ejaculation for me.

I feel like Zeus. On steroids. srs