Hey guys
Been absent for a long time from the crew, got back reading today and just needed to vent a bit.
Discovered i was suffering from depression. Coudnt sleep or eat or leave the house. Coudnt follow tru with all what ive learned in the forum and put anything up. Coudnt see any shit i could really do because i was sure it was going to utterly fail miserably. So stopped living, stared at the world helplessly. Now no cash, no anything. Now using neighbours wifi signal, fucked up. Living at mother's house. Small bedroom. Alone here most of the day. No job, no cash, no shit. Shitty neighbourhood (on a 3rd world country by the way) with nowhere to go and no cash to go anywhere. So im here today. Cant say i hit rock bottom because im not sick or in jail or something like that, and im thankful for that. And i decided to start over, fresh. New life. So i decided i will for now make a living on Affil Marketing, adsense, traffic converted to cash. Got last 10 bucks and repaid hostgator for a month, and i have like 20 bucks on adwords credit, and 50 bucks credit on a domain registrar. Thats all i got, and i pretend on rising a good monthly income out of that.
Yeah thats crazy, mostly impossible. But i decided that if thats all i got and thats what i have to live my life, i gotta try. And i better use it instead of losing my life for good to this shit depression. So i will try. And im sure i can count on all the advices and material the forum has up.
Well thats a bunch of senseless words put together by my already bad english skills, but just as i said, i needed to vent a little. Thanks SEO_Mike if you read this for the help, saw your PM. Will see the examples and learn. Thanks for every member here, as i consider you all my friends for all the help you guys already posted and made available here. Im really grateful for having this wifi signal, this forum membership, and all the experience posted here by all the members. Will begin now reading what i can do with what i have, an fucking do something. Wish me luck...
Kreator
Been absent for a long time from the crew, got back reading today and just needed to vent a bit.
Discovered i was suffering from depression. Coudnt sleep or eat or leave the house. Coudnt follow tru with all what ive learned in the forum and put anything up. Coudnt see any shit i could really do because i was sure it was going to utterly fail miserably. So stopped living, stared at the world helplessly. Now no cash, no anything. Now using neighbours wifi signal, fucked up. Living at mother's house. Small bedroom. Alone here most of the day. No job, no cash, no shit. Shitty neighbourhood (on a 3rd world country by the way) with nowhere to go and no cash to go anywhere. So im here today. Cant say i hit rock bottom because im not sick or in jail or something like that, and im thankful for that. And i decided to start over, fresh. New life. So i decided i will for now make a living on Affil Marketing, adsense, traffic converted to cash. Got last 10 bucks and repaid hostgator for a month, and i have like 20 bucks on adwords credit, and 50 bucks credit on a domain registrar. Thats all i got, and i pretend on rising a good monthly income out of that.
Yeah thats crazy, mostly impossible. But i decided that if thats all i got and thats what i have to live my life, i gotta try. And i better use it instead of losing my life for good to this shit depression. So i will try. And im sure i can count on all the advices and material the forum has up.
Well thats a bunch of senseless words put together by my already bad english skills, but just as i said, i needed to vent a little. Thanks SEO_Mike if you read this for the help, saw your PM. Will see the examples and learn. Thanks for every member here, as i consider you all my friends for all the help you guys already posted and made available here. Im really grateful for having this wifi signal, this forum membership, and all the experience posted here by all the members. Will begin now reading what i can do with what i have, an fucking do something. Wish me luck...
Kreator