See, this is where some of the people offer you a few apples, and instead of taking them graciously, you try to ball. Now you have a bunch of ugly looking little negative thingys, are making yourself look like an assmunch even more, and could actually use the fucking help you may have gotten here, even from the haters as that's just the way of the wicked at first for everyone, including me.
You did nothing different than the other fucktards that come here, didn't follow rules, asked a bunch of really dumb questions in multiple threads in the wrong section asking for handouts. That happens here 10 times a day, and if you can't find those threads, and see the reactions they get in advance, then you deserve the flameage. Now you're going to either get banned for being a tard, and go telling the world what a bunch of assholes this place caters to, or you'll smarten up and take your initiation with pride before seeing this place for the fucking goldmine it already is.
Go. Read. Stickies. You'll learn to fish.
If there isn't enough info there = go. learn. how. to. learn.